High School Frnds

I used to think it was true when they say your high school frnds are frnds with u for no use and are just ur frnds but ur uni frnds are frnds with yo for a reason. But things changes and so we do and wut we think. It has been over a year since i saw any of my high school frnds and the only way I have been in contact with them was bu the only ways possible facebook, msn and eamils sometimes. But there is only so far that you can do to keep in touch with ur frnds. There is that physical factor that must be there. That hand shake or that hand motion and and just physically be there. I cant say that I was a bit disappointed but i was just blown awaya bit. I lost contact with some frnds which I knew would happen but thena gain i was hoping to keep in touch with the others but it never happened and as the days went by and days turned into montsh and then turns to months and then it turned into a whole year. I made on of the biggest mistake of thinking that things would stay the same with us cuz i did i still view them as close and as close as I did the day I left them. But it seems that I was the only one that thought that and felt that way. I started talking to a close frnd of mines and i cant blieve that she sed i wasnt her close frnd but just a frnd. Another very close frnd who i thought was dear to me had just ditched me and stoppped talking to me. The guy didnt even wish me on my freakin birthday, and that hurt me. So one by one im losing my frnds, its not like i want to and i can keep them but that would mean that i would have to do maximum of the work to make sure that we remain frnds. So now im faced with the delimma of having to work to keep to those frnds to letting them go to, on top of that there is also the fear of losing more frnds.