Disappointment

Here is one of the things i like to day that no one will ever come to live with and that one thing is disappointment. Its like one of the worst feelings to have. Its even worse wen we actually start expecting thing. When u are expecting things to work out and nothing to go wrong and all of a sudden the naked truth finally hit you. This summer was a huge disappointment, i had not expected anything from it but i feel so disappointed with whatever happened to me this whole summer and its almost over. Its like one worst summers i have had in my life, there is nothing at the moment that cud beat it. I only had like 2 or 3 things that i really expect and hoping that wud come true but unfortunaletly i was turned down and it all wen to shit and that feeling is like something that you can ever get up from. Its like they say u fall down so u can pick urself up but sometimes when u fall down its not easy to get up and then u question y the hell should you get up? Wuts the use of getting? wut is the use of even trying to get up? Yeah someone may say its abt moving forward and etc but wuts the use of moving forward? If you wake up every day thinking wut the hell am i even getting up for? Wut is the use of me getting me up? Is the world going to stop spinning? I think not, then u walk out the door thinking of things to do but as with any plan u will be like wut the hell, nothing is turning out the way u wanted it to and then u ask urself y the hell do u even have a plan wen u no that is gonna go to waste? Isnt it better to just maybe walk out the door and wing it? See wut life throws ur way? yeah u may want to go out and get wut u want? but if u dont get wut u want and yeah u can say no matter wut, if i want something then i get it well sorry to put a end ot the cinderella story cuz u dont no matter wut the hell u may do. If we all got wut we wanted then we wud be happy and i wud not be here writing this blog now wud i???? I wud be skipping to the grandmas place without any thing on my mind and just do wutever. But sorry there is a fucking wolf at grandmas place so fucking get prepared to get fucked and that oo hard.

Ppl say that life is an amazing thing and that its beautiful but why is it we are bore crying? If life is all that y are we crying, y is our spirits, hearts, bones and etc broken? We all have to die one day and it is predetermined, now the question could be to decide how we die? With honour or as piece of shit. Now u just have to make that choice.