The Hole, the Power

I sometimes think it’s true when they say that when God made man he had made them with a hole that can never be filled. Like look at us today, our needs are never fulfilled; there will always be something that we want. Even after getting something brand new a few weeks or even days later we want something new and so we are never satisfied with wut we have been handed down. I can even admit that I am not satisfied with wut I have, it will be very wrong of me to say that I am cuz quite frankly im not.

I was watching a movie yesterday, im betting all of u has seen it. The Godfather 3. The Godfather had gone from being a normal mobster to being one of the most riches casino owers to being just a legitimate business with ties to the Vatican. But now i ask is when it is enough. With time he has gotten more power and he has used that power to help the ppl around him and the general public also but he has also used that power to get more power. When is it enough? He had always talked about protecting his family, which any man would, when his family is under attack any normal man wud do everything in his power to save them and prevent any harm from coming to them. But there are sometimes some casualties and some sacrifices that must be made to protect the family. If u recall Don Michael had to kill his brother in law cuz he had compromised the family and was the cause of death for his brother Sunny. His own flesh and blood had been killed cuz of the man that his sister had married. So he dealt with it and did wut was necessary of him. Then unfortunately he had to order the hit on his own brother Frado. This time it was his own flesh and blood that had betrayed him and he had also wut was necessary of him which was to make sure such a thing never happens again cuz u only live once so u better make sure that nothing can happen to u or your family. In the final and last instalment he was able to become a very rich man and amass almost everything that a person can ever want in life but in the end he lost wut was SOO dear to him, his own daughter. He had worked all life to get all this wealth for his daughter but in the end she was killed and his hard work had gone to waste. He had lost wut was most dear to him. Something that he cud never buy or be able to get. Something that was lost forever. In the end of the movie he dies alone in the country side. Once the most powerful man in America, the leader of the families is now, in the country side of Sicily dying alone without the comfort of his wife, without the help of his son to help him in old age as he did during his father. Don Michael didn’t want to get into the family business, thats why he had joined the army to get away from it all, but his father was in harms way and it was necessary for him to become involved and with the death of his brother it was upto him to make sure that the family was respected, happy and above all protect from everything.

So this hole which he had consumed him in his work and caused him to do so much for his family and protect them has take that thing. We are never satisfied with wut we have and always want more. But how much more do we want. Like it has to stop something. And as u goes higher up in the ladder the more dangerous everything becomes.

If there is one thing that I learned from the move

Now there are some ppl whose wish is to be remember after their death, they wish to become legendary like Achilles had become in the battle of Troy. But i don’t wont to be remembered, cuz I don’t believe i can reach that title of legendary, someone like Amitab Bachan cud but I don’t think it is possible for me to reach that plain. So instead I want to be remembered while I am alive, I want power like Don Michael, the respect of others. Yes sometimes u will have to make the bad decisions and live with it. There will always be blood and death around you but i think i wud like to live in that situation. Be a part of something, the loyalty, honour and respect that comes. Even if i was his body guard I wud be part of the family and that wud earn me some respect cuz at the end of the day he will only keep those ppl as his body guard who are only close to him and trust worthy.