Jealousy

Jealousy, it starts with wanting something, but when we dont get it at first we tend to let it go but that is only in the beginning. Later on it starts to eat at us up. We start to think about what we could have had, done, if we had gotten that thing, won it but this seems to later on become an obsession and then sonner or later it becomes the only thing that is on our mind.

You feel like the world is against you. You then start to turn on ur frnds. U feel like that they dont understand, you. The need to get that one thing u dont have becomes even more deeper. Then those ppl who have iot like money, cars, even a new cellphone become ur enemies. You start to hate them. You even start to hate being around them, their presences disgust u. You wish they were dead. You then ask urself y the hell are they not as miserable as you are? Y are they so happy at the moment? y arent they sharing ur misery?

One of the most classical moments of jealousy would be when there are twho kids. One of them has an ice cream. Now the other one will watch the first one, he can either just sit back and mope at the fact that he doesnt have ice cream. Or he could push the other kid so that he drops his ice cream so non of them have it. As we grow older we stop using so direct methods and use more cunning ones to get back at the ppl who we are jealous of and then start to hate. And it becomes even more dangerous at that moment of time. Jealousy is a very strong feeling and can consume you into a world that u can never come out of but it also causes misery at the same time.