Face to face problem

I have a very big problem. I can never tell off a friend. It just isnt in my nature all to do it. Even if i see that i am hurting and start hating the person i could never end the friendship from my side. I dont know abt the other side but it will [...]

One more lover gone

Call this very movie or filmy like but when i entered into the path of dating and etc i always saw myself with one girl and giving her all that i have. Sufficating her in love. Make sure that she knows i always love her and only think the best of her. I would go [...]

Regrets

Everyone will say one thing to you. Never regret things in life. It is meaningless to regret. But the truth of the matter is that you will always regret things in ur life. Whethe u admit it or not. You will notice that in ur own mind u will sometimes degrade urself but u wont [...]

Thinking too much

When i was a small kid, i was always taught to think. Every move i ever make i had to think atleast 10 times. If i had not dont that then my father would scould me. He would shout and swear at my in 3 languages. lol. Well as a result from a very young [...]

Everything happens to me

I know that there are ppl in this world that are in a worse situation than me. There are ppl who are dying of cancer, had abusive parents or have a very serious disease. But for me this is my problem at the moment. I have noticed that i have alot of problems in my [...]

The inferior one among friends

Have you ever felt that ur in the bottom of the food chain. But its worse when its when ur among friends. well i was, am and always fell that i will be. You see i always felt like i was the worse member of my circle of my friends. I tried my best to [...]

Today i felt very bad, cuz i didnt have my friends. All my friends are back in my home country. Today i felt like i couldnt turn to anyone and just tell them about what i am feeling and wut i am going thorough. I have to say that I have been having alot of [...]

FUCK YEAH

Today when i woke up i thought it was going to be the same old same old. I am going to class doing the same shit and meet the same ppl talk abt the same stuff and do the same things. Its  like your living a life which is fixed and there is nothing you [...]

Change-Who you are

They say that as you gorw older that you start to change but you know wut you really dont. When someone says yeah i need to change thats just a delusion. Its impossible to change who you are. You cannot change you are. The way you were brought up, the place you come from, the [...]

Dark Side

I believe that every single person in the world has a darker side to them. I know i do. I know that there are certain things that I want to do, people I want to hurt, people i want to get back at. I believe that we all have this one side that we hide [...]